I swear I have been planning what I want to write ever since Saturday, but I haven't quite worked out the wording yet. It's really important. To me anyway. I can say with absolute certainty that what I realized on Saturday is the most important revelation I've had in over four years. Not to build it up or anything. But I have to wait until I'm more awake to write about it.

I've been working a lot, going to yoga, and otherwise just walking around my neighborhood, drinking coffee and reading. Today I finally got to see Donna after almost a month, and we went to the Paradox, wandered around for a while, went to Beulahland, and then took a walk for an hour or so. We had a lot to talk about... it was really fun.

Sorry this is so vague and boring. See, you don't want me to write an update when I'm too tired to write.

Tomorrow Brian is driving up to help me move my stuff from Pete's old house to this house. Then I have a therapy appointment. Then we're going to Last Thursday. And hopefully I'll get to pick up my cat later in the evening. I miss Suzi.

I've had three days off from work. This is the second day. It's amazing how fast three days can go by. But I'm glad I finally got some days off; I *really* needed it. Unfortunately, I didn't make as much progress as I'd hoped in looking for another job because I spent so much time with Donna and running errands. I need a different job. I need a different job so I can take some of my acid. I'm afraid if I take any right now, I'll just stress out about my job the whole time.

But I did pay the rest of what I owed of July rent ($120) plus $100 of August rent early, so when I get my next paycheck I'll only owe $270.

Oh my god, this is the most pointless entry ever. I'm going to go to sleep and spare you the rest of the random thoughts that are bouncing around in my head. I'm happy, you're happy, and I promise I have something absolutely mind-blowing (to me) to write about as soon as I have time.